Let’s find out.
I feel like I should be asking for help or something. Thing is I don’t want help anymore.. Just wish I could erase myself from time though. I hate making people sad..
But I didn’t mean to lose my job. I know what losing my job means. And I am upset about it, thanks for asking. Glad we had this talk.
I feel very very alone.
And I don’t want to feel anything. Everything hurts. It’s too much..
I feel like I’m wasting time. Like getting my hopes up for a life and a future is just setting myself up for disappointment. I feel like I won’t be able to bounce back again.
I just want it all to stop. I want to stop. I don’t want to be here to be feeling or hurting or sad…
I feel trapped and helpless. No matter what I do someone is going to be upset with me.
I am sad.
And I don’t know what to do.
*curls up in a ball*